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“Then I’m driving.” I stood up, suddenly filled with purpose. “Can you make it to my car?”
“I think so.”
The storage unit was small, packed with military gear and motorcycle parts. In the back corner was a wooden box, about the size of a shoebox, sealed with tape.
“David must have slipped it into my pack that last day,” Thomas said. “Crafty kid.”
The letter was short: “Mom, the journal explains everything. The other item is for Morrison. Tell him thank you for everything. Tell him I knew about his son. Tell him we’re even now.”
Thomas’s face crumbled. “My boy died in a car accident while I was deployed. Drunk driver. He was eight. David somehow found out. Kept me sane when I got the news. Kept me from eating my gun.”
“You gave this to David?”
“He was having a bad day. Questioning why we were there. Whether any of it mattered. I gave him my Purple Heart and told him that every sacrifice mattered. That every soldier mattered.” Thomas touched the medal gently. “He carried it everywhere after that. Said it reminded him that even the worst days had purpose.”
The last entry was dated the day David died:
“Morrison thinks I don’t know he’s been sending money to my mom. But I hacked into his laptop (sorry, Sarge). Half his combat pay has been going to Mom for six months. He set it up to look like increased death benefits. She has no idea. That’s why I’m leaving him something in return. He’ll understand when the time comes. If I die today, at least I die knowing Mom will be taken care of. Morrison will make sure of that. He’s the father I wish I’d had.”
He nodded, not meeting my eyes. “Set it up through a shell company. Made it look like additional military benefits. Been sending $1,000 a month for twelve years.”
“David talked about you constantly. How you worked two jobs to pay for his football gear. How you went without so he could have what he needed. I couldn’t save him, but I could make sure you were okay.”
“Why didn’t you just tell me?”
“Because you’d have refused it. And because…” He paused. “Because I didn’t deserve your gratitude. I let your son die.”
“You held my son while he died. You gave him peace. You gave him morphine. You gave him dignity.” I grabbed his hands. “And you’ve been taking care of me for twelve years without asking for anything in return.”
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