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She didn’t look surprised to see me.
She nodded. “He’s been coming by for days. I figured he was looking for someone. Is he yours?”
“He belonged to my mom. She… she passed away recently. We used to live here.”
I saw the shift in her posture. The way her expression changed from curiosity to understanding.
“He’s been coming by for days.
I wanted to say I was fine. That I didn’t need anything.
Before I could protest, she opened the door wider.
“Come in. Let me make you something warm. It’s Christmas Eve… no one should be out here alone.”
So I followed.
I wanted to say I was fine.
The woman poured me tea without asking and set down cookies I didn’t have the energy to refuse.
How Mom fought so hard. How Cole never left her side. And how I couldn’t bear to decorate the Christmas tree or put up the wreath because it felt like letting go.
And how losing the cat made everything fall apart again.
And I broke as I told her everything.
She didn’t interrupt once. Just listened like she had nowhere else to be.
When I finally ran out of words, she reached across the table and took my hand.
“I lost my son a few years back,” she said softly. “Grief doesn’t go away. It changes shape. It makes room… slowly.”
Her hand was warm and strong. And for the first time since my mom died, I didn’t feel completely alone.
I felt seen.
“Grief doesn’t go away.
It changes shape.
It makes room… slowly.”
We spent Christmas Eve at her table.
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She heated up the soup. Talked about her son in the way people do when they’ve learned to carry loss without drowning in it.
Cole curled in the chair beside me, purring like a little motor. He didn’t move the whole day.
At some point, she asked, “What was your mom like?”
And I told her… About the way Mom laughed too loudly at bad jokes. About how she kept experimenting in the kitchen with old cookbooks and YouTube videos. And about the Christmas lights and the way she made everything feel like it mattered, even after Dad passed away and it was just the two of us.
We spent Christmas Eve at her table.
“That’s the kind of love that stays with you, dear,” the woman said gently.
“My mother was the most beautiful person in my life. The best thing that ever happened to me.” My voice cracked, tears spilling over.
The woman squeezed my hand.
“Then you keep giving that kind of love to the world. That’s her legacy. And the greatest gift she gave you, sweetheart.”
“My mother was the most beautiful person in my life.”
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