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Shredded ties on the floor | Source: Midjourney
The last sentence was smudged, as if a tear had fallen, blurring the ink.
My hands flew to my mouth, a choked gasp escaping my lips. ALL THOSE YEARS. All my envy, my bitter resentment, my feeling of being less than. It was never about their brilliance. It was about their cruelty. Their CAPACITY FOR EVIL. My grandparent hadn’t been favoring them; they had been managing them, controlling them, buying their silence and containing their destructive impulses.
And I? I had been protected. Sacrificed for. Kept safe in the shadow, unknowingly. The sting of being overlooked, of receiving only a “sentimental” music box – it was a shield. The greatest act of love my grandparent could have given me. My insignificant inheritance was a gift beyond measure. It was freedom. It was a warning. It was the truth.
I looked at the music box, no longer a trivial trinket, but a heavy, pulsating testament to a lifetime of silent suffering and unspeakable sacrifice. My grandparent had lived a lie, suppressing their true feelings, bearing an unimaginable burden, all to keep me safe. To keep me out.
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