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“Victoria, please,” I said, hating how thin my voice sounded. My hand moved instinctively to my stomach. Thirty-four weeks. My ankles were swollen, my balance unreliable, my back aching from the moment I woke each day. “It’s slick. Can we wait for Daniel? He’ll be home soon.”
She tilted her head, studying me the way one studies a flaw in expensive fabric.
Her lips curved—just barely.
“My own mother carried coal buckets uphill while pregnant,” she added lightly. “It builds strength. Character.”
Victoria had despised me long before my pregnancy.
But most of all, she hated that I was carrying something she couldn’t control.
I looked back at the bags. Wine she could have ordered delivered. Milk the driver could have carried earlier. Heavy items chosen deliberately, I realized, not out of necessity—but intention.
I inhaled deeply. Wet leaves. Asphalt. Cold metal.
I grabbed the first two bags.
The paper handles sliced into my palms instantly, the weight dragging my shoulders down, my abdominal muscles tightening instinctively to protect the baby. Pain radiated up my arms. Rain plastered my hair to my face, stinging my eyes, but my hands were full—I couldn’t wipe them away.
I took one step.
My boots slipped slightly on the incline, my heart lurching violently as panic surged—don’t fall, don’t fall—but I caught myself, my body instinctively curling inward, protecting what mattered most.
One step.
Two steps.
Keep him safe.
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