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“He wasn’t driving to his grandparents that night,” she said. “He was driving home from his mistress.”
“Tell me she’s lying,” I said.
He didn’t.
“Before the accident,” he said, voice breaking, “it was… it was stupid. I was stupid. Jenna and I… it was a few months.”
“A few months,” I repeated, tasting the words like poison.
“I thought I loved you both,” he said miserably. “I know how that sounds. I was young and selfish.”
He nodded. Eyes squeezed shut.
“And the grandparents story?” I asked, voice oddly steady now.
“I was scared,” he whispered. “I panicked. I knew you… I knew if you thought I’d done nothing wrong, you’d stay. You’d fight for me. And if you knew the truth…”
He nodded again, like he’d been waiting fifteen years for the sentence to land.
And that—more than the affair, more than Jenna’s betrayal, more than anything—was the thing that cracked me open.
It was that he stole my choice.
I turned to my mother, voice low.
“How do you know all this?”