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I went into the kitchen and started preparing a meal.
“Why was I always the one you kept at a distance?” I suddenly asked.
My mother looked away.
“No,” I said gently but firmly. “Please don’t brush it off.”
She stayed quiet.
Finally, she sighed.
I just listened.
“It wasn’t because of who you are, just wrong timing. I thought if I didn’t get too close, it wouldn’t hurt as much.”
The words affected me more than I expected.
“It all happened at once.”
My mother looked at me then.
Something inside me shifted again.
I nodded slowly.
We didn’t say anything else.
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