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“No,” I said. “He made it very clear who his real mother is.”
Finally, Carol spoke again, softer this time. “Ethan didn’t know about your finances. If he had—”
I cut her off.
Her shoulders sagged.
“You’ve embarrassed our family,” she said quietly. “People are talking.”
Carol stood abruptly. “You’re punishing him.”
She stared at me for a long moment, then picked up her handbag.
“It is for me,” I answered.
She left without another word.
Not announced. Not accompanied. Alone.
The doorman called to ask if I would allow him up.
“Yes,” I said. “Send him up.”
He stepped inside slowly, like someone entering a place they weren’t sure they were welcome.
“Mom,” he said.
I didn’t correct him.
“I’m sorry,” he said immediately. “I was wrong. I was stupid. I hurt you.”
I waited.
He swallowed hard. “I didn’t realize what I was doing. I thought… I thought you’d always be there.”
“There it is,” I said softly.
He flinched. “I didn’t mean—”
“You thought I was permanent,” I continued. “Unmovable. That I would always adjust, always forgive, always pay.”