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“Do you have something more subtle?” he asked. “I don’t want people staring.”
The ceremony was beautiful. Sunlight. Flowers. Soft music. I cried quietly when he said his vows, remembering the child who used to cling to my leg in grocery stores.
I did not know what was coming.
Then he said it.
“I want to thank my real mother.”
He raised his glass and turned toward Carol.
People looked at me. Some with pity. Some with confusion. Some with judgment.
He did not look at me once.
And in that moment, sitting at a table I paid for, watching a son I raised hand his gratitude to someone else, something inside me changed forever.
But I decided everything.
Carol came to my table later with a syrupy smile.
Her words landed like a final dismissal. As if my role had expired.