My parents said, “We’re doing a small Christmas — just close family.” The next morning, I saw photos: 38 people. Even my ex was there.

Folding tables stretched through the living room. There were catered trays, balloons, matching Christmas sweaters, children tearing open presents beneath the tree I had helped my mother decorate the weekend before. Mason stood grinning with a beer in his hand. My father carved prime rib at the kitchen counter.

And then I saw him.

Ryan.

My ex-fiancé.

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