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I shut off the strobes, stepped away from the car, and sat down on the curb so I wouldn’t loom over her. I wrapped my jacket around her shoulders. Her hands were ice cold, gripping my sleeve like it was the only thing anchoring her to the world.
Time was scrambled in her head, but the emotion wasn’t. She talked about a house that might have existed fifty years ago. A husband working late. A baby she couldn’t keep safe. The pain was sharp, untouched by time.
She kept repeating one name, over and over. “Cal… I’m sorry, Cal…”
“I lost Cal again,” the old woman whispered when she saw her.
Her daughter knelt beside her, murmuring reassurance, then looked up at me with tears in her eyes. “Thank you,” she said. “I thought she was gone.”
“Don’t leave him,” she said. “Not again.”
At 10:17 a.m., there was a knock on my door.
She sat at my kitchen table and lifted the lid. Inside was a thin folder with official state letterhead. Hospital intake paperwork.
My birth year.