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I felt hollow reading it.
There were also envelopes, yellowed and brittle, addressed in careful handwriting. To: Caleb. From: Evelyn. Most stamped RETURN TO SENDER. Some never mailed at all.
She didn’t accuse me. She didn’t insist. She just said it felt wrong for those papers to exist without meaning something.
I denied it. Hard. Said it was a coincidence, a clerical mistake, anything but this.
I called my adoptive parents that afternoon. Asked questions I’d never asked out loud. They told me what they’d always been told—that my records were clean, that my biological mother had signed everything, that there was no one else.
But belief doesn’t stop doubt once it takes root.
A week later, Tara texted me: “It’s back.”
We met at a park. She handed me her phone.
Sister.
My legs gave out. I sat down hard on the bench. The word Caleb landed under everything I thought I was.
For a long moment, nothing happened.
“Caleb?” she whispered.
I took her hand. Same grip. Same fragile strength.
“I’m here,” I said.
She shook her head, sobbing. “It wasn’t you. It was the system. I tried. They told me you were safe. They told me I couldn’t—”
“I know,” I said. And I meant it.
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